Friday, March 24, 2006

Me

My Horoscope Profile as an Employee :

Libra employees are detailed, dedicated workers with sensitive natures. Managers
and co-workers sometimes find them difficult to get a handle on.They pick up the energy of the office and are unable to prevent it from affecting them. Loud noise, flashy colors, and discordant vibrations will put them off so much that they will have difficulty fulfilling their obligations at work. One day they may seem like the most bright, hardworking, ambitious employee around. The next day they might be down, irritated, and unable to produce. Co-workers shouldn't fret when Libra employees are in a dark mood. It really won't last, as a happy state of mind can come over them just as quickly. When Libra employees are in a balanced frame of mind, they can be a powerful presence at work-they have a way of gracing everything they touch. Underneath that mess of moods, they really are basically happy and stable people. They are capable of profound logical thought and evaluate all sides of a situation before acting. They are one of the most intelligent Signs around. They are expert researchers and mediators. And their sensitivity to their environment makes them naturals at keeping things looking great. They will easily help others resolve conflicts and can act as a go-between with workers and management so that everyone ends up happy. If you want to keep your Libran worker smiling, give them the respect they are due and put them in a position where they can project their great charm and diplomacy. They won't be CONTENT to take orders for very long, either- make sure they are given increased responsibility.


My Current State :

State of Mind : Unhappy, Stress, Worried, Tired.
Mood : Extremely Dark
Feeling Down : Yes
Sensitive To Environment : Extremely
Appetitie : Rock Bottom

Happy state of mind never come to me quickly. It's a neverending nightmare.
Kill me. I feel like dying.

Friday, March 17, 2006

Reminiscence of the Final Day

Time passes slowly today.
It feels as though Time is wanting me to appreciate the surroundings, the people I care.
Time is giving me my last chance to recall bits and pieces of events that happened during this 3 years.

And I did...

I have packed finish all my belongings and am bringing home 2 bags of stuffs.
Prior to today, I was bringing home a big bag everyday, since Wednesday.
Now, that's a total of 5 bags.
Gosh! So many stuffs I have here!!!

Less than an hour before I knock off work..

My story here is history.

My Sentiments

It's sad to leave
You are not going to go back
To the same place
To the same people

Hold close to memories I will
To cherish them dearly
And never be forgotten

Bondage remains strong
Friendship last forever

What lies ahead
An exciting challenge
A refreshing change

Ending is but a beginning
My Beginning

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Farewell ...

After tomorrow, my time here has come to a close.

It has ended.

This 2 weeks pass by swiftly.
Time is in a rush and hastly speed you along... Urging you ...
Gone are the familiarity I have known ...
I'm still trying to come to the terms that I won't be seeing this certain bunch of likeable people on a regular basis.

After 3 years, I've took a step into the outside world again ...
The feeling of exposing myself to a new environment, new faces, new responsibilities felt strange but yet refreshing ...
Though I welcome the change, I've told myself I gotta be brave, be strong ... Be prepared to face the challenges that lies ahead ...
I enjoy this thought that I am gonna start afresh, be more determined and disciplined. Be in control of my destiny and life ...
I cherish the chance I have now, to have a better career with a good prospect...

But for now, till tomorrow ... I felt drained and weak ...
My heart is burdened and heavy ... emotion is on a rollercoaster ride ...
I worry whether Andrew will be able to cope with his workload that I have been handling for this past 3 years ... will he be able to handle Rick and have a smooth working relationship with him ... It's not easy handling USA projects ...
I worry whether Pauline will be able to cope with her workload in addition to teaching the two new staff and guiding Andrew ... Gosh, I will miss Pauline badly ...
I knew they were stressed when I said I am going to say bye bye to them. It's not easy dealing with the emotional baggage on top of having to perform in this extremely fast pace environment and excel to people's expectation and satisfy their needs ...
But I have to make the choice ... I dealt them this cold truth ...

This morning, a colleague came and ask why I want to leave ...
She can't bear to see me going ...
At that moment, I saw glimpse of tears in her eyes.
I was crumbled. I was torn internally.

Tomorrow, I am going to say bye to them. I fear that I will break down during my farewell lunch. I really hope I won't.

Pauline, Joyce, Lilian, Joanne, Theign Yie, Mike, Mohd, Ryan, Tony, Andrew ...
I really treasure the times when we were together. They are priceless ...
Those lunches, Korea and Chiangmai holiday, mahjong, partying, endless laughers and fun in Mohd's van, shopping trips, endless brainstorming, moments when we work together for a common goal ...
Gradually, I felt the bond we have ...
Gosh, they are really memorable ...
Thanks for your honesty, your guidance, your patience. Thanks for protecting me and the sacrifice made while protecting me. My eternal gratitude to you all ...
It's this humanly factor that makes me really can't bear to be apart from you all, not having to see you guys regularly.
Once a friend, forever a friend.

Especially to you Pauline ... we went through so much together. We pulled each other up when we were really down. We brave through our personal and work problems together. We celebrated with pure joy when the problems we solved met with fruitful results. We were really happy for each other when good things comes along our way. My confidante, my buddy, my little sister.. I will miss you. Do not forget me for I definitely won't..
We won't see each other daily but our thoughts will be with each other ...

To everyone of you, please do keep in contact ... forget me not ...
I hope we will meet up for coffees and such ...

I will cherish those memories and lock them in my heart forever.

My heartful thanks and gratitude for giving me this 3 wonderful years.

无印良品 - 珍重

谁能够划船不用桨
谁能够扬帆没有风向
谁能够离开好朋友
没有感伤

我可以划船不用浆
我可以扬帆没有风向
但是朋友啊
远去
我却不能不感伤

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Doodoo Drivers

Sometimes, you can't help wondering how did this person pass his/her driving test ?! Is the examiner blind?

I just don't understand.

Even though I don't have a driving licence, I know for sure I won't drive like those people I have encountered. I think...

Ever since hubby gotten a car, I can feel my blood boil whenever we were on the road.

Some doodoo idiotic people just dunno how to keep to their own lane when they are making a turn.
Just yesterday, as hubby and another driver were making a right turn from Orchard, that driver actually drove and cut to our lane and occupied almost 25% of the lane! Even though hubby slow down and highbeamed him, he just gave a bochup nonchalant look when I turn and face him angrily (We were in the inner lane). Neh neh de! Kenasai! Luckily hubby is a steady driver or else, I can't imagine the consequences.
Don't he just realise how dangerous that could be? So what if you are driving a toyota mpv har, you think there's no one else on the road except for you? Wake up la you dumdum fool!

There's another incident we faced a couple of days ago. We were cruising in the inner left lane and was about to make a turn when a car drove up very fast beside us. We thought nothing of it but as we were turning, he picked up speed, drove pass us and immediately switch to our lane without even bothering to signal. Wah liew! Both of the cars were so close to each other, within an armlength leh. Luckily hubby jam brake in time.
This time round, I didn't hesitate to reach over to the steering wheel and sounded a long BorrrrrrrBorrrrrrrr while cursing and swearing under my breath.
(Hey hey~ that's my virgin BorrrrrrrBorrrrrrrr leh! I felt delighted I did it!)

There's other incidents that makes me want to puke blood but it's tiring to list them out. Makes me sound like a complain queen...

Is there this gadget that allows the front passenger seat to have horns installed on the dashboard?

Or perhaps a gadget like the Xbox controller with 2 buttons where you can hold it?
This will be sooo damn cool siah.. I can merrily Borrrr at doo-dum driver! Hehe!

I'm really having half a mind to install more horns, scared the shit out of the driver when I Borrr them.. gonna save up for this but will still have to seek hubby's approval..gonna make sure my manja works this time!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Studygroup

In 102 days from now, Studygroup is One Year Old!

The other day, I was watching American Idols, seeing those girls belting out their songs and I had a sudden urge to sms Hevun and remind him to book chalet for our One Year Anniversary. After having done that, I began to recall how we began to know each other and how our friendship grew over the past 9 months. I began to think of each and everyone of us and an inspiration hits me! I have decided that I shall do a short write up of each of them!

Qiaoyun - The Pia Zui Tao-Tao :
Bubbly! Always squeals naturally and jump up and down when she's excited. Just like a child! Lively and energetic! At times, her reaction are so cute you just want to pinch her cheeks!
She can be so outspoken and unreserved one moment but suddenly you will see her snuggly comfortably in a corner reading novels quietly and you just wonder where she disappear to.
Full admiration for her courage, bravery and determination to realise her dreams. Sometimes, I wish I possessed these qualities of hers to chase my dreams. Oh well, nevermind la.
This may sound confusing but she appears to me an idealistic and realistic girl. Very interesting girl. Her big eyes so 水汪汪 you sometimes will kena electrocuted by her when she sits there and stare at you! I can see why the Goonfather falls in love with her. Haha! I think Goonfather already Chao-Ta liao. Keke.

Shawn - The Goonfather (aka Goon-du) :
Definitely a super super corny, spontanteous and funny person! Hearing him talk everytime never fail to make me laugh and you just won't know what stuff comes out from his mouth. It's totally unimaginable! His every movement and intonation always very damn comical!! Haha! Even his laughter is very unique and infectious! The Joker in our studygroup is really fun to be with. No wonder Wenwen always comprain to Qiaoyun about him. He is really untahanable funny!! Our big baby, knowing him certainly adds joy to my life. He is a very trustworthy , dependable and credible person. Still, the witty side of him stands out!!

Kelvin aka My Shifu - Studygroup's Official Kelpedia and Manja King :
Hands down! Salute! Sedia! On your knees and bow to Kelpedia The King! He is sooo knowledgeable to the extent that it is at times frightening! Wah liew!!! He became my shifu because he knows the inside out of how to be a professional Swashbuckler when I was playing EQ2. He knew all the nitty gritty things that I sometimes was very surprised when he tell me. How the hell did this guy analyse and play to perfection a gaming character! It's soo surreal! BUT hor, he is also very very uncle leh! He can think and think, ponder and ponder whether to get what kind, pattern and shape for a spectable! *Faint* He is so uncle-like that it doesn't fit the image of being Kelpedia King leh. But that's why he is so cute at times.
Did I also mentions he is superbly good at manja-ing? Wah Piang leh! When he manja ar, it's so tei-ing leh! All the Uhhhh Ahhhh Ohhhh comes out and he instantly turned into a 5 year old kid. His deadly weapon is pouting his lips, sway from right to left and hum Ohhhhhhh!
Omg! I can really faint!!!
Someone solve this equation for me, what is the answer for Uncleness + Childlikeness?
I never met someone who can pinch and poke people so painful! It's so painful that you can feel the itchness on your scalp and steam comes out from your head! I ever kena bruises on my shoulder and back before!!! Hahaha!!
P.S. He is my shifu you know.. so need to pay a bit of respect to him by saying more stuff about him. Haha!

Eileen aka Shi-Mu - Amazing Wonderbabe :
Eileen is a perfect match for Kelpedia. Both of them are matchmade in heaven!
Like Kelpedia, she's so knowledgeable to the extent that it can be scary at times. She was often the saviour of game groups when we were playing games like Guesstures or Cranium! Her limitless energy and enthusiasm reminds me of Uzumaki Naruto and Kurosaki Ichigo, both my most beloved anime character. They just keep getting stronger and their power knows no boundaries. I find her very charming and am very attracted to her determination and seriousness to thrive. (P.S. Shifu, don't worry ar, I am straight!)
She has this innate ability to make people listen to her. I find that she's a natural spokesperson and this makes her sexy! She's so level-headed and clear-minded that she's the best person to confide in if you are facing problems. Naturally, she is also a very good listener. Talking to her always make me feels happy and enlighten. :)

Wenwen - Studygroup Blur Princess :
She's soooo cute!!! She's sooooooooooo blur!!! Sometimes, I have to do a check on her. A couple of times, I encounter the following scenario :
1) She smsed me to check on what time we have arranged for Friday's gathering but we are actually meeting the next day!
2) I smsed her to make sure she know we are meeting today but she thought is tomorrow! Lol!!! The ultimate thing happened when we were planning to travel to KL. She thought we are leaving on Saturday morning and coming back Sunday evening and she didn't pack. We Were in fact leaving Friday night and coming back on Monday evening! Omg! /Salute! Cannot tahan her blurness siah. Very endearing and silly! Her blurness can sometimes make you bang wall but when she say "Whaaaaaat" with that naive innocent tone of hers just makes you wanna bang a wall of fluffy pink candy instead~
One more thing I must say, she's a very good cook!!! Compared to her, I think my skill is a big fat negative zero out of 10 marks. Haiz! Very depressing siah!!
I got so many things to say about her and her behaviour (Nothing bad ok?). She stayed at my place a couple of times and I think I can write an essay about her. Haha!

Hevun - Mr Faithful :
Hevun Knows! Hevun Knows It All! He reminds me of those lead actor from those Taiwan Idol love dramas. He is so Chi-Qing and faithful to love that it's very heart wrenching to see him being not reciprocated. I hope that one day, a girl will come along who truly appreciate and reciprocate his love. /Sayang.
Next in line to the royal family of Manja is Hevun the Manja Prince! When you call or talk to him, he can say Hello? so kiddily leh! Very manja very teh! Haha! Like Kelpedia, he is pretty good at pouting lips! I really can't imagine if they gang up and manja together. I will just drop dead siah! LOL! Both of them have already maxed out their manja skills!

Minou - The Undisputed Manja Queen :
Her Manja-ness is godly. Her Manja-ness is champion. Wow man! She's exactly just like those super kawaii gal from Jap anime when they manja! I ever experienced her manja before and my heart literally dropped! I feel so 心软 when she manja. I know why Kerr cannot bear to be angry at her. Her manja-ness reminds you of those dolls dressed in vintage clothes with soft silky curly hair adorned with ribbons. You will want to treat her tenderly and hold her so gently and softly. You will want to treasure this precious forever.
Though she is younger than me, I find that she's more mature than me. Very often, I was surprised when she express her views. I like the fact that she's brutally honest and straight to the point. It's like having a pin piercing through your skin. It's hurting sometimes but I needed someone like her around. I tend to hide in a nutshell and I'm blessed to have such friends around that make you wake up your idea and enlighten you.

Kerr - Mr Gentleman and Mr Nice :
Kerr is a really nice, humble and Chin-Chai guy! I like his laughter a lot. It's feels carefree. He will Hur-Hur-Hur in quick succession, don't know why but it feels good to hear!
From his behaviour, I feel that he is a real gentle and loving husband. I have no qualms that he is going to have a very 幸福 family.
He is very sincere and treat friends really good. He will pay for supper and refuse to take your money by saying "Small amount la! Next time you treat ba!"
Awwww.. so sweet.
He will also volunteer to send my hubby and me back to the west even though he is staying in the North! His reasoning was "I don't really drive often, so it's ok la. Come, I send you home."
Awwww..so sweet.
Both him and his wife are very sweet person so my conclusion is that it's another couple that's matchmade in heaven! I was very surprised when I saw him and his wife playing pool and they are good at it! I know they are into reading, homely stuff and etc but I didn't know about this sporty side of them! A few times, I even tio Ciat by both of them! Wow... I think there is a lot of things that I have yet to discover about Kerr. When I started to know more about him, my mind always goes Ding Ding! Discovery Xp! I hope I will Ding Ding more!

I'm terribly excited for their wedding. I wish both of them lifelong bliss, may they treasure and love each other deeply!

Potpot - Miss Bouncy :
Potpot is always bouncing around merrily! She has ample bosom so when she is bouncing around, you can't help noticing her assets and your eyes will automatically move up and down! Haha! Sorry ar, even I also can't help watching! She's fleshy on the right places and she has an hourglass body frame! /Drool.
She is a very happy-go-lucky gal, full of energy. Very chatty and fun-loving. She's also very blur!!! In EQ2, after instructions are given, the whole party will run together in a same direction but many times we will see her HP drop and we realise that she had ran off by herself even though she had Oked on the instruction. We also have to very often play the game of Search and Rescue because she will just say "Where are you all?? I think I am lost!" Lol!

Isaiah - Mr Bright and Cheerful :
This guy is always so positive, so bright, so cheerful.
When he greets you on the phone, it's really heartwarming to hear such a sunny and warm greeting. It's like all your endless troubles disappear when he say "HELLO HELLO! Yo yo you!" and laugh heartily.
His never-say-no attitude left a deep impression on me. He is always a Yes! man and will do everything to the best of his ability. There's an incident whereby hubby PC kaput, he actually came to pick up the CPU, trouble shoot the problem, fix the CPU and deliver back very promptly. His service is so quick and efficent. Despite hubby's persistence, he didn't want to charge us for his services rendered. "Friends la, no problem! Chia me supper can liao!" Steady la!
You know, this characteristic of his is exactly the same as Kerr, no wonder they are siblings!
For both of them, nothing is more important than having fun together as a studygroup gang. Kudos to them la!

Joey - Dreamy :
Joey is very very pretty! She has beautiful dreamy eyes and you can't help gazing at her. Like Qiaoyun, both of them have the china doll hairstyle. No wonder both of them are so pretty!!
In my opinion, she's so mild-temper and easy-going! I find that she is very relax, very laidback. If the world comes tumbling down, she will just retreat in a very relax manner. Lol!
As with the other girls, she just love shopping! Like the rest of the Studygroup's girls (except me), she has a slender frame and it's easy for her to get nice pretty clothes. There's once when I saw her at Far East Plaza and she was carrying many shoppings bags! Lol.
Sometime ago, I got a shock when Macdonald's Fan-tastic Burger advertisement was broadcoast on TV. Omg! That girl look so much like Joey!! But Joey is definitely prettier than her!! Lol!

Erwin - The Vainpot :
This guy is very vain siah! He will ask people if he looks nice in pink or red. If someone buys stuff online, he will also want to buy. His resistance to temptation is Zero! The other time, Eileen and I were discussing in forum what camera to buy, we began to look at different models and posted our comments. Immediately he felt tempted to buy one and got it pretty soon. Probably it's due to his passion ba. Still, spending that few hundreds of dollars so fast means something!
This guys really love drinking man. He will often tell us to go drinking. If I drink too many times in a row will make me have phobia. I don't think he will ever feels this way lor!
He is so relax and bochup that it's sometimes annoying but maybe it's because I feel too uptight about certain issues. I've now know how to handle him so there's hardly any chance for me to feel annoyed. Yay!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Quizilla

I was feeling pretty bo liao today & my gal friend ask me to check out Quizilla and to also take the below quizz. Pretty interesting! I took a couple of quizzes and it was fun!

The first one I took was
What ancient bloodline do you have?

You have Elvin blood: The blood in your veins is that of the elves. The most noble of all bloods. The Elves are very honest and wise, and you share that aspect with them. You are a very fun and kind person and anyone who meets you immediately feels safe when youre around. You are a great person and an even better friend. Dont ever change for anyone.


The second quiz is cool too!
What Anne Rice Vampire Are You? Waaaa...



This one is hilarious! What kind of hentai are you?

Youre a kinky kind of person, sticks and stones may break your bones but whips and chains excite you. You like your hentai to have a bit of flare and bondage, and anything with leather is a plus. Youre a wild lover and want a spark in your sex life, which you easily find a way to fill.

ROFLMAO!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Oh my god !!! *Drool*

THE MILKSHAKE IS BACK !!!!!!

MacDonald's milkshake is back in town!!! Woohoo!! I want to faint le!!!
I have to get my hands on the Chocolate Milkshake !!!!!!!!!!!


Oh my god.. life is a bliss.

Kia Kia @ Far East Plaza

Working in Tuas kinda allow my dress code to be very casual.. I no need to wear very formal and can also wear jeans on weekdays.. no one bother..

But if I go for job interview, I couldn't possibly wear what I normally wore to work right ? I also don't have the appropriate attire to turn up for an interview. So yesterday me and hubby went down to Milady in Far East Plaza to buy some tops with collar and a jacket. I was surfing the net the other day and found that they sell plus size clothes. If I had known their existence earlier, I wouldn't have spent a bomb at Dorothy Perkins and Marks & Spencer for my CNY clothes! Duh! Doh! Kns! I feel like kicking myself to the south pole..*bonk self*

Anyway, I also went to look for our cute Wenwen and she was wearing a superbly nice blink-blink belt! Very chio and blink-blink bright siah! The belt totally matches her blink-blink Levi's jean and she was wearing it that day leh!!! P.S. Qiaoyun, you can also get that blink-blink belt! Will match your blink-blink stylo pink sunglasses! Mega Superstar Babe Inc!!

Ok, anyway again (I realise I sidetrack a lot. Am I constantly deviating from the topic? Hmm.. Am I?), I had fun in Milady and bought a collar top and a jacket. The sweet sweet thing is that Milady was having a sale and I bought my stuff with a whopping 35% discount! Woota! I am delirious!!! ^_^

After my spree, hubby and I went to dinner at a Zhi Char mini-restaurant on the 4th floor of the shopping centre. I am really surprised at how both of our food turned out. It tasted absolutely delicious! Hubby told me this is Cantonese cooking style, no wonder la, I really love love love it! Gonna go back there to try other food on their menu. :) What a perfectly happy ending to my day at Orchard. ^_^

On the way home, I suddenly remember another sweet sweet thing is that I decided and am going to buy a birkie thongs soon!!
I am flying over the moon!! Life is heavenly!!

Time For A Change!

Yoohoo~ I have an official announcement to make..

*clear throat*
*drum roll*

Wang Wang Is Now Officially In The Midst Of Looking For A New Job !!! So, for those jobhunter and employer, come get Wang Wang !!!

I've been working in my current job for 3 years. It's been a long loong time and is the longest I have ever stayed in any job. Time to move on for more challenges and better prospect.. and more $$$ !!!

I look at the jobs I applied and I feel pretty amazed. I machiam running 'The Amazing Race' in Singapore siah. From Mandai to Kaki Bukit, from Bukit Batok to Tiong Bahru, from Raffles Place/Shenton Way to Bedok.

Wa...

Maybe is I getting desperate.. want to hurry hurry get a job before the tmd boss comes back from business trip. Aiya, get your ideal job more important leh! Dun rush rush get a job can?!?!?! TMD!! wang wang u relac a bit la can !?!?!?!?! Ok.

This is my wish as of now..

WangWang get Super WangWang! Wangwang will get very good job! WangWang will add oil! Gambatae!